Thursday, December 13, 2012

Missing my family...

I feel like I have been in such a slump lately.  I haven't written on my blog something I love to do.  I am still doing WW, however I have had my ups and downs with that.  I am really working on my health and weight loss.  I want to lose enough weight by June so that I don't have to ask for a seat belt extender on the air plane.  That is the most embarassing feeling ever.  I have the motivation and that is that in June I get to go see my family (sister, bro in law and my niece and nephew) .... I am really missing them this time of year.  I don't feel like doing anything lately.  I leave work come home and play with my kiddo until bedtime.  I am happy that I get to spend so much time with him.  It would be nice though to have someone to come home to, or at least someone to spend time with.... I feel like my friends are to busy lately and have other things going on.  I am glad that they are happy.  I am just having a pity party and I am sure this is the most boring blog post ever, but I just wanted to put out there how I am feeling. 

My latest WW weigh in is below.  Getting under that 300 mark has been the hardest thing for me.  I am going to do it.  I think once I hit that goal that I will feel like I am actually making progress... the ups and downs have been crazy.  I am sure that some of it has to do with boredom....because when I am bored I eat.... I am glad to have met a few new people that I am starting to do a few things with.  I just need to get out more.  However still keep in mind my food choices.  I am doing good with eating and made an agreement with a friend we wouldn't eat out lunch the entire month of December, she slipped up yesterday and I slipped up today...but I am back on track tomorrow.  I can do this... I know it will be worth it in the end....I plan to suck it up.  I am DOING this for ME and my son and no one else.... I need to remember this everyday. :D  Love to all my readers and I will try to post more often and I will try to not be so depressing, but as we all know this is everyday life....

WW: 303.6